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I swear I didnt eat a damn thing yesterday at all..not one bite and I somehow gained almost 2 lbs. I want to cry.. I�am not updating my CW yet until tomorrow.. I want to see if it was just something wierd going on.. Maybe because I am all stressed and have been sitting on my ass for a whole day..I work today though and I did like 50 crunches this morning .. I know thats nothing.. But it was a start.. I actually DID�something..

So.. I hope to d more and more excersize daily..�

I tried to join another ana group here and basically got insulted and humiliated by this one chic.. I thought it was pretty funny that a ana woulds bsh me for being what I am and tell me i need to be better for my kids.. She needs to shove off.. I cant stand when people pass their judgments or assume things about my parenting skills or assume im an uneducated idiot.. Im not.. And its so frustrating to be a genuinly nice person in a place full of such vehement bitches.. Grrr..
OH.. And.. I looked at her profile pic.. And.. Well.. Ill just politely say.. Im NOT�jealous of her.

But I�love al of you here so Ill post here and read both..� And.. I am trying for less than 500 cals on the days that I work in the morning... And� less than 100 cals on the days that I work late.. And I have to be consistant with the apitite pills they seem to help me with energy and metabolism. I have no problem NOT�eating when Im not on them but I dont lose as much weight.

sigh.. I feel like sucj fail today.. And i look in the mirror.. And I hate what I�see.. I have such a far way to go.. I can and will do it.. .

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